Translucency

today I woke up haunted
disbelief
and disrepair

trying to grasp the nature of this cerebral asphyxiation
there exists no straight line to guide me
and nothing physical enough to inundate my brain

the dream side again
has warped my conscious eye
and these hallucinations appear
so vivid
and so tangible

I don't know how to define
or describe
this kind of confusion

the vortex I'm getting sucked into
is spinning inadequacies
and twisting intentions

the analytical mind
is no closer to the truth
than the oblivious
and I'm too preoccupied
too absorbed
into that which I can only feel
for my rational head to help at all

it'd be so perfect to disappear.
it's time to dissolve
and drift away.